Online learning isn't easy and we are trying to figure out our new rhythm. My kids thrive on routine and we are striving to find that new routine and find comfort in the predictable. So far that is still a goal. Grant is still working, but its becoming clear that the clinic will have to close at some point to ensure patient safely and slow the spread of the virus.
I'm struggling with being a supportive and understanding mom/wife when all I really want to do is to hide in a ball a watch movies in my pjs. I feel constantly tired even though I'm getting plenty of sleep. I refresh my CNN newsfeed constantly just watching the death toll rise. How do I let myself process and mourn what's happening while also creating a safe atmosphere for my family? It's the struggle families are facing across the world.
Running has helped my mood a lot. Luckily we have beautiful trails in our neighborhood that provide me with an outlet to release some of this tension. We have also been exploring the woods around our house. The kids seem to have much better days when we can be outside. Nature is a powerful tool to help us feel sane.
We have also created obstacle courses, cut hair on the deck, and designed our own board game.
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